CONTENTS: Foreword by General Upendra Dwivedi, 1. That Fateful Day, 2. Our Love Story, 3. Life as Captain and Mrs Lidder, 4. The Adventure Begins, 5. Arunachal Diaries, 6. The Lion King at the NDA, 7. Infertility is Not a Bad Word, 8. On a High at Wellington, 9. We are a Family!, 10. The Glamour and Grind of the IMA, 11. 'Khud Se Miliye..., 12. Soldier, Scholar, Father, and Husband: The Complete Man, 13. Homecoming, 14. The Congo Years, 15. It's Goodbye to 2 JAK RIF, 16. Higher Command: The Memolrable HC 40, 17. Razakhstan: The Crown Jewel of Central Asia, 18. Central Asia Closures, 19. A Home Away from Home, 20. NDC 60: Covid and a New Role, 21. DA to India's First CDS, 22. The Accident: When 'We' became 'Me', 23. Life after Tolni, 24. Living Life LIDDER-SIZE: The Force of the Forces, Epilogue: Paltan after Toni, Acknowledgements, Appendices: Tribute by Mehek Advani, The Toni I Knew: Remembering Brig. L S Lidder, who lost his life with CDS Bipin Rawat in Coonoor helicopter crash by Lt Col J S Sodhi, Index.